#DAILYDRAW: King of Wands, reversed
New moon, new rituals, I hope. Ever since I moved back to San Diego, I haven't been able to establish a rhythm to my life, I haven't even taken the first step in achieving any of the goals I had set out to accomplish during my temporary stay here. I'm hoping that this #DAILYDRAW becomes a habit, if only to reflect, or even just to get into the habit of writing. After all, that's part of why I started this blog-thingy.
King of Wands, reversed
Upright: Natural-born leader, vision, entrepreneur, honour
Reversed: Impulsiveness, haste, ruthless, high expectations
Biddy Tarot is usually my reference when I play with my tarot cards, because honestly, I don't know a lot about them. All I know is that whenever I pull a reversed card, my heart sinks a little. They always feel like a cloud of doom.
This card... Man, does it feel like a spotlight on where I'm currently at in my life. I haven't even begun to touch on my San Diego goals, because i've been wasting my time, my energy, and my resources on immediate gratification. And I don't even have anything to show for it, that's the worst part! i'm still deluded in thinking that I will be able to stick to my timeline, when in fact, I'm the sole person responsible for this delay.
And upon even further reflection, I go through this, time and time again. I'm not sure why, but it's definitely time to just stop. I mean, seriously. Sure, my goals and desires tend to be lofty, and part of me feels like it will never happen, it's impossible. But i'm also the first person to tell you ANYTHING can happen. So why don't I believe in myself?