#DAILYDRAW: Nine of Coins
Upright: Gratitude, luxury, self-sufficiency, culmination
Reversed: Over-investment in work, financial setbacks
I honestly don't think I'm ready for this card yet. Two days ago I had come to terms with the fact that my Spring 2017 adventure was going to be delayed. Two days ago I came to the realization that I need to start living and functioning like I actually live in San Diego, not like this is a temporary stop. Two days ago, i came to the realization that I was failing.
Upon further reading of Biddy Tarot's summary of this card, I'm still not sure this card is right for me at the moment. I mean, obviously I'm thankful for everything I have. Obviously I'm thankful for my family, who are letting me camp out at home until I flee the country. Obviously I'm thankful for my work, for my colleagues, for my mentors, for everything. But this card feels so finite, like I've achieved it all, or I'm close. However, I'm even further away from all of my goals! I mean, perhaps realizing that I'm so far from my goals is a huge step in achieving them?
I have no idea.