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#DAILYDRAW: Ten of Swords, reversed

#DAILYDRAW: Ten of Swords, reversed

Upright: Back-stabbed, defeat, crisis, betrayal, endings, loss
Reversed: Recovery, regeneration, fear of ruin, inevitable end

I need to stop being upset every time I pull an upside down card.  They're not always bad!

Isn't crazy how a card can highlight so many things about you, how it can help clarify so many things, and maybe even, how it can foreshadow certain outcomes?  I mean, I guess it's like seeing psychics and palm readers--they always say really general things...  Although, I once had a tarot card reading that was crazy accurate and detailed, same with a few psychic readings.

Anywaaaaay, if you know me, then you know that I wasn't through a long-ish period of time where my life was trainwreck.  If I were to put this in perspective, it was a shitty time, it was hard, but I wasn't a full-blown trainwreck.  but I don't do perspective.

And you know, I've definitely gotten past it, but I can't let go of it.  Going through that period has left me in a constant state of anxiety and fear.  I'm doing great now, but I can't fathom my life falling apart again.  I don't have the time, I don't have the stamina, and quite frankly, I'm too old for it.

All of the fear, paranoia, anxiety, it TOTALLY hinders me.  And I need to get past it, because I know that failure and tough times are inevitable.  I need to let myself live, take some risks, and and stop being so damn anxious.

Oh, Hi 2017!

Oh, Hi 2017!

#DAILYDRAW: The Hierophant, reversed

#DAILYDRAW: The Hierophant, reversed